When you get everything this world has to offer you are able to taste and see how disgusting it actually is. I had money, success, popularity, men, access, but the deeper you go, the veil is lifted and you see the hook behind the bait. It's dangerous. I wasn't safe. I was compromised, used and abused. 

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I walked away from Hollywood, I walked away from corporate America, because all I found was chasing the wind. People desperately seeking satisfaction in the physical, but not finding it. It was nowhere to be found. Pleasure is far deeper.

The world is vain, empty, dark, dirty. I thought I was too far gone, too promiscuous, too damaged, too angry, too contaminated. But the old me is dead and gone. I am made new in Christ. I aw washed, purified, purged, regenerated, freed. I had an inner battle that is completely gone. Transformation happens from the inside out; it's not behavior change.